Tired

I am tired.

Tired of Dutch never listening to me.  Tired of Dutch escaping from everything: his crib, his room, the apartment.  Tired of him giving me bruises when he gets mad because I won't let him do something.  Tired of having to be the one to set up limits and then have them questioned, refuted, and ignored.  Tired of being a stuck-at-home mom.  Tired of feeling like a failure.

I'm just really tired.